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hi folks,

today i feel much better than the last days. i don´t know why but i think i´m on the best way to the end of my "moody phase"

there´s not so much to say about my day.
i went to work in the morning, after work i drove home and now i sit here and i´m chilled...

thats it for now...

hi folks,

today my mood changed. i had a band-meeting and we chilled and jammed a little bit. music can change my mood immediately and while we sat in our room and played together i felt better.i love it to express myself through arts oder especially the art of music.

do you know the feeling when you´re sitting alone in the dormroom and you are thinkin about your further life? i have a very strange feeling like i have to break out and do something completely different? i wan´t to emigrate to another country and begin a new unprejudiced life. you can start from the beginning and build a new environment.

it sounds freaky.. i know... and normally i´m a really happy guy who has a lot of fun in his life but from time to time i have a phase where such thoughts run through my head. i don´t know why... hope someone can follow the logic of this

thats it for now...

it´s a strange day... i went to work in the morning like on each other day but it was strange. i nearly overslept in the morning and the whole day i was like in a daydream.

i don´t know why but i think its because i had not enough sleep alle the time, there are too many thoughts in my head which won´t go away.

i´m wondering why my mood changed. i think i need more time to do things i normally do like arts or music. i have to express myself through my hobbies and not through making party the whole night. i think i need a little time to find myself again and after that i´ll be motivated.

i´ll take my time and i hope my friends will understand otherwise they ain´t real friends...

let´s see what will happen in 2007